Great day followed by worst day

Well its been a while since i posted Im going to try and get back into it heres a recap of some things that have happened since i last posted. Firstly two of my closest friends moved away to pursue there careers and i miss them a lot. Secondly I am now registered and insured as a personal trainer and am currently looking for a job. Thirdly i turned 21 on the the 27th of January and lastly as a present to myself i got a tattoo 5 days after my birthday. well the big event that happened last night was my graduation as an executive master trainer and it was a great night where i got to see some of the people i did the course with again after along time and hear all about what there up to so it was a great night and i had lots of yummy food. Unfortunately though today has been pretty much one of the worst days of my life where I've come to realise a lot of stuff about myself and my life and i really don't like what ive found out. As well as that I've had people who i considered as friends tell me things about the relationship that we had which was a total shock to me and threw my world upside down when i finally thought everything was starting to settle down and look happy but as usual i was wrong about that seems i cant have a normal happy life. Well thats all for today.

Just a quick post today

Hey all just a quick one today to inform you what i did basically it was christmas shopping and shops were packed. Oh yeah and i also got myself a goldfish and he is teeny tiny which is y i got him andway todays funnny is thanx to Workers whom Edwin L. Drake tried to enlist to his project to drill for oil in 1859.

"Drill for oil? You mean drill into the ground to try and find oil? You're crazy." -- Workers whom Edwin L. Drake tried to enlist to his project to drill for oil in 1859.
well night all

FUn day for me today

Hey all today hasnt been a big or stressfull day but it has been lots of fun even though it didnt seem like it was going to be. IT started this mourning when i was asked to locate the christmas tree and if i felt like it put it up well i found it alright (up in the attic and i tell u getting something like that down isnt easy especially when ur afraid of heights). Anyway i got it down and it was just sitting there so i thought screw it and i started to put me up and like everyyear that got me into the house decorateing mood so i speant the day decorateing not just the tree but the house as well and i even decde to put the outside lights up again so it now looks like christmas has thrown up on our house.lol. sorry to all the visual people for that comment. And as usuall i want to keep going but arnt happy with the left over decorations so i want more and more and will probably see al these wnderfull things tommorow when im out shopping for gifts lol. Well thats it for today and ill leave u with todays funny quote which today is thanx to. Yogi Berra

"This is like deja vu all over again." - Yogi Berra

ok well night all and i am back into my habbit yay

Yay its done

HEy all sorry for not getting on track with posting but i promise that now i am. Big news yesterday i handed all my assingments books and mission book in and im done yay me now im just awaiting my qualifications in the mail and im a fully qualified personal trainer YAY. Now my mission is to get all my christmas shopping and wrapped b4 i go away on the 22nd and im please to say that i started shopping today and finding a park was not easy but ive started. As well as that i wanna catch up with different ppl from AIF and yesterday i caughty up with Jolene when i was handing in assingments and gave her a ride home was good to catch up with someone and for my good deed she gave me 15 free passes to her work. p.s shes a stripper so figure out where she works lol. Ok so now ill leave you with a funny of the day and todays is thanx to Marion Barry

"Outside of the killings, [Washington] has one of the lowest crime rates in the country." -- Marion Barry, Mayor of Washington, D.C.

Well thats all for tonight people and i promise i will be backj to everyday so i will post tommorow goodnight.

Still sick

hey all just another quick post tonight im still sick was up at 2am with bad stomach cramps and didnt get back to sleep till 1030 so haveing and early night hopefully will be all better by tommorow. Im still on track for handing all my assignments in on wednesday. Heres tonights funny is thanx to Britney Spears.

"I get to go to lots of overseas places, like Canada." -- Louisiana native Britney Spears, when asked the best part of being famous.

ok night all

Ive been sick all weekend

Hey guy well as you could all probably tell from title i have been sick all weekend. Yes i woke up on saturday and felt like shit and could barley move which unfortunately meant that i was unable to go in and hand my assignments in on saturday so i rebooked for wednesday so wednesday is the day yay. Well only a short post tonight and i am going to get back on track for everyday and ill leave you all with another funny todays is thanx to Brooke Shields

"Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." -- Brooke Shields


ok night everyone.

Sorry guys for not posting last couple of days

Hey everyone im sorry everyone i know i promised ill post everyday and on wednesday i broke that promise and to make it even worse i didnt post on thursday either. I am now going to explain why i did it and no it wasnt that i forgot and what i am about to say is in no way an excuse to why i didnt do it im just filling u in on my state of mind over last few days if u want an excuse its because of me. Well basically during the day on wednesday my self confidence (or esteem i can never remember which is which) was absolutely shattered (and yes I am man enough to admit the next part) i cried. And then since that day other things have happened which im not going to go into detail about right now but just had me feeling like nothing was going right or anything so the last thing on my mind was getting oto a computer and to blog. I would like to say that im 100% better now but im not still thoughts swirling around in my head but needless to say im nowhere near where i was on wednesday or thursday. Anyway on a lighter note tommorow is the day where i go into AIF (god its almost been a whole week since ive been there wierd) and hand in all my assignments and books from all fittness components through to exective and they can start organiseing my qualifications so that im qualified YAY ME. Ok well im still looking for funnys and todays is again another one from George W. Bush and here it is.

"We cannot let terrorists and rogue nations hold this nation hostile or hold our allies hostile." -- George W. Bush

Well thats all for today Ill let you all know tommorow how my handing in goes untill then sweet dreams.